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Below are the 7 most recent journal entries recorded in Benji Brock's InsaneJournal:

    Tuesday, May 13th, 2008
    2:31 am
    I think I just want to crawl under my blankets and never come out from under them again.
    Tuesday, February 12th, 2008
    10:41 am
    She's out of town...
    For the whole week.

    I miss her..
    Friday, January 25th, 2008
    2:50 pm
    I don't ever know what to write in these things.

    My back hurts?

    I say that in every entry I post.

    I took another Vicodin...
    maybe I won't be so loopy this time.
    Monday, January 14th, 2008
    11:27 am
    Imz = HOT.
    Thursday, January 10th, 2008
    2:25 pm
    Why am I being this way?
    It isn't a certain thing at all.

    I want tomorrow to come quick.
    But then again, I don't.
    I've got this terrible feeling in the pit of my stomach that's making me feel sick.

    I hate nerves.
    Wednesday, January 9th, 2008
    12:55 pm
    Apparently 5-ish Mimosas make things better too.
    I'm feeling a bit better this morning.

    I actually got out of bed and all of that. Though, I had to be careful not to be too loud.
    I didn't want to wake anyone up. :)

    Two days to go.
    Tuesday, January 8th, 2008
    3:46 pm
    Well, I hadn't expected this.
    For once, I don't feel like I have any sort of control over my life.
    Like it could go barreling downhill any day and there's nothing I'd be able to do about it.

    I feel like I'm in this other dimension outside of myself. Just waiting. Waiting.
    I don't want anything to happen to me or my friends. Or anyone.

    I just want things to go back the way they were. I don't like this.

    I just want to hide under my blankets and not come out until I've heard something, if even then.

    Goodnight.
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