| Tuesday, May 13th, 2008 |
| 2:31 am |
I think I just want to crawl under my blankets and never come out from under them again. |
| Tuesday, February 12th, 2008 |
| 10:41 am |
She's out of town... For the whole week.
I miss her.. |
| Friday, January 25th, 2008 |
| 2:50 pm |
I don't ever know what to write in these things.
My back hurts?
I say that in every entry I post.
I took another Vicodin... maybe I won't be so loopy this time. |
| Monday, January 14th, 2008 |
| 11:27 am |
Imz = HOT. |
| Thursday, January 10th, 2008 |
| 2:25 pm |
Why am I being this way? It isn't a certain thing at all.
I want tomorrow to come quick. But then again, I don't. I've got this terrible feeling in the pit of my stomach that's making me feel sick.
I hate nerves. |
| Wednesday, January 9th, 2008 |
| 12:55 pm |
Apparently 5-ish Mimosas make things better too. I'm feeling a bit better this morning.
I actually got out of bed and all of that. Though, I had to be careful not to be too loud. I didn't want to wake anyone up. :)
Two days to go. |
| Tuesday, January 8th, 2008 |
| 3:46 pm |
Well, I hadn't expected this. For once, I don't feel like I have any sort of control over my life. Like it could go barreling downhill any day and there's nothing I'd be able to do about it.
I feel like I'm in this other dimension outside of myself. Just waiting. Waiting. I don't want anything to happen to me or my friends. Or anyone.
I just want things to go back the way they were. I don't like this.
I just want to hide under my blankets and not come out until I've heard something, if even then.
Goodnight. |